These are some longies i knitted for the new bubba a while ago. Couldnt find another pic to add, so i thought i would put these up cos i am still proud of them!!! I dyed them myself with koolaid. Shame there will be no baby to wear them.

Having a bad day today. Jonty came home last night and said he would be off for two trips this year, for a month each. I dont know how i will cope, with full time study, and the kids to look after. I suppose i have no choice but to cope. I have no family close, the in laws are still an hour away, so its going to suck.

ANd getting daycare and before and after school care sorted for this year is a night mare. It feels like it will never be done.

I just had an email from a lovely friend too, who is around the same weeks pregnant. Im happy for her, but selfishly jealous too. Its not fair.

Gee what a negitive post. I havent felt like this for ages. I think things are just geting on top of me. The kids are bored stiff and i have no money to do anything with them. We have done countless trips to the park, walks with the dog, trips to the dairy and bike rides, and each and every one ends with chrisotpehr having a melt down. Im just exhausted.

Well i will come post again when i am feeling better. It helps to vent tho.